She sits at the edge of her bed, the room humming softly. Out the dome shaped window giant cylinders rotate slowly around the space station, Maintaining gravity. Beyond them the endless sea of stars. She glances over her shoulder to the far wall of her sleeping pod And reads the same words, and again she ponders:
Love Joy Peace Patience Kindness Goodness Faithfulness Gentleness Self-Control
The piece of art, an heirloom, had been in her family for generations Ever since the great migration, before Earth’s final desolation. It was in the style of Motivational Wall Art, popularized in the early 21st century And said to have originated from the Walmart sect of the Christian Capitalists, Whose power soared after the American oligarchy took reign. It had been in her family for 300 years, 12 generations back, one of the few pieces of art that remained from the Earth inhabitation days.
The words were not unfamiliar to her. Biblical text had been part of her studies She often pondered their meaning, always hanging over her family’s quarters. A dark reminder of history, Words on a faded canvas Did her ancestors think that just by hanging these high ideals on their wall They might bear such fruitfulness? Was it a joke that those in power played on the powerless To peddle inspired words based on scriptural text While simultaneously Polluting oceans, Bombing hospitals, Destroying education, Starving children, Turning away humans? She considers the many atrocities of those days, The faded letters a daily reminder Of what was lost And what endured.
Oh my sweet little monk who knows More Beatles songs than I You are still like an ember that glows Still here wrapped in my bones You still take me by surprise As you uprise
Your voice, powerful beyond measure Not to be contained by the small frame Like a pearlescent treasure I forget to notice it change Day by day as you engage, emerge, rearrange Find your way
Lean in, draw your bow As you wrap your arm around the trunk of the Bodhi tree. Listen as its secrets rumble low The wind whistles past our front door Among its clamour are sweet notes singing Ringing a decade and still more Days to walk your path Adventures to come Songs to be sung, glistening, luminous, flowersome You’ve only just begun
May I sing the song of the gods and the origins of the gods. May I dream in prose set to a distant Andalusian cadence, Circling as it steps down with a smile and a swagger. I inhale exhale to the metronome of my body as I drift, My thoughts like the sliding weight on the pendulum bar – lifting with the slowing tempo.
Yes, this chapter
laid wide open on my table, where seeing it daily I sometimes forget to notice
but I know it
It speaks full, ancient wisdom, well-versed
more than the woman ascribed in the fibers of the pages
ink sinking into congruent possibilities
The words fly, orbiting betwixt and between my eyes and ears
serendipitous unravelings
unbound
flying freely off the pages
I gently turn the page
allowing the next chapter to rise to the surface
as sunlight shines on open space
So I will speak more, early
even resonate some chapters in bold proclamations
for my future requires no apology in its predication
And here I find myself stepping in pattern
me across from you
my voice and yours
I see the love in your eyes
knowing that moving and speaking on this beautiful journey
binds my disjointed bits
The woman in these pages is me
my eyes, composed know my soul
I am primed to practice - I am ready
I feel my voice vibrate in my chest
sinking into simultaneous possibilities
We lay still, minds untangled
eyes closed
stillness after chaos
my breath like waves on the shore of my heart
and
laying complexity aside
eyes closed, composed
know my soul
My response to NaPoWriMo.net Day Thirty – the last day of National Poetry Writing Month. The prompt was to “write a palinode – a poem in which you retract a view or sentiment expressed in an earlier poem.” I am unsure if this is truly a contradiction of my poem, Woven in Patterns, written on Day One, but perhaps a different perspective. Both poems reflect my experience practicing TaKeTiNa which is a meditative, musical, group rhythm process. I have found practicing TaKeTiNa regularly with my husband, who is one of the few TaKeTiNa teachers in the US, has been incredibly self-revealing and transformative. You can find out more about TaKeTiNa here and if you live near the Dallas area you can come and experience TaKeTiNa for yourself – or if you live in another part of the world I encourage you to explore if TaKeTiNa is offered in your area.
The forsythia in the sloped gap between 84 and Asylum Ave
were like harbingers.
They covered the hillside in gold, announcing the hope of brighter days ahead
and sowing forgetfulness, even forgiveness
in muddy dirty snowmounds and roadsides.
We would notice them for just a few weeks each year
when you drove me to my music lesson -
and together we tasted morsels of treasured co-wisdom unboxed
in the subtle joyful release of winter’s long longing.
“begin by reading Bernadette Mayer’s poem “The Lobelias of Fear.” Now write your own poem titled “The ________ of ________,” where the first blank is a very particular kind of plant or animal, and the second blank is an abstract noun.
I missed seeing the forsythia release their golden petals this year.